My Top Tips for Emotionally Surviving your Divorce or Separation

Separation/divorce is the second most stressful event that can happen in a person's life (most sources agree it is second only to the death of a spouse). Going through this has pushed me to the brink of my emotional strength. I don't pretend to be handling it better than anyone else, but I am good at keeping track of what helps. One thing that keeps me going is knowing that I might help someone else going through the same pain. For anyone out there who needs it, here are the most important tips I have for emotionally surviving your separation/divorce:

1. Realize that the pain is temporary. It will go away eventually. People have told me this, but it took me quite a while to realize what this really means and it is so important. I told the director at my work that I was having marriage problems and he gave some context. He said, “I know it doesn’t seem like it when you are in the thick of things, but time really does help. It may not seem like it now, but it will get better.” That summed things up quite well, and really resonates with me as I go through this journey.

2. Make a list of all the things about your ex-partner that drove you crazy. We tend to overlook things when we are married to someone because we feel like we have no choice. I have told people to try this activity and the results are always positive. In my case, there are quite a few things- her hunched over posture, her pointy nose, the way she yells and swears at the kids, the way she is so messy, the way she breaks everything, how controlling she is, the way she blames me for everything, the way she doesn’t understand things, the annoying way she puts make-up on every morning, how loud she talks, how she took me for granted, how I couldn’t talk to her about important things…. The list goes on. These are things I put up with for years and never allowed myself to be annoyed by them because it wasn't an option. It is somehow very reassuring to know that I don't have to put up with this stuff anymore.

3. Know that there is nothing you can do to change your ex-partner. Have you noticed that anything you try or say has no effect? It's fairly universal when someone has made up their mind and is biased against everything you say. When I thought really deeply about the separation, I found that the only thing I could possibly do was to improve myself. If you think over your options, that is the only logical conclusion. As I have told myself a few times throughout this ordeal, there is something freeing in understanding this. When you can accept that this is the only thing you can control, you can work on it with the knowledge that you are doing all that you can. You stop pointless efforts to change your ex-partner's mind and start to focus on the only thing you can (and should) focus on, which is yourself.

4. On days when you are barely functioning and barely holding on, break tasks up into small parts and complete the small parts. Somedays, you are hurting so much that you can barely even have the energy to survive. When these days come, break your tasks into smaller parts. Even getting done a small portion of a task is a success, and be proud that you did what you did. Focus on what you have to do in the next couple of hours and do that as best as you can. Don't think about the future or anything beyond right now. Which leads to my next tip;

5. Try not to think about the future, and if you do, know that there are a great number of changes that will take place before that future arrives. I have found that when I think about the future right now, it just doesn't make sense anymore. It is impossible and there are too many things that just don't work. This can be very overwhelming. What has helped me is knowing that many things will change before that future arrives and those changes will help make the future possible.

6. Seek counselling, talk to people, and get your pain out. If you have a program through your work, go to a counselor. If not, seek one out in the community or pay for one. Everyone can benefit from this. Talk to friends, talk to Ministers, seek out whoever you can for this support. It may not always seem like it, but it truly does help. Keeping a journal is helpful too. It isn't a quick and easy solution, but it does help build resilience even if it is just a little bit.

7. Seek out new people, new experiences, and new activities. This is extremely difficult to do when you are going through a lot of pain. Just know that, if you make the effort, these things will help build your new life. You may only end up doing one new thing a week, but you have to remember this is a marathon, not a sprint. The new activities and experiences will help you a little bit right now, but will help you a lot over time as you build your new life.

8. My final tip is that your ex-partner's friends and family are just that, theirs. They will always support your ex, and even if they truly care about you, they have to support their family. That is the harsh reality, and it sucks. Whatever their rationale, whatever horrible things your ex did, they will not waiver in their support. So if you think you can call them up and tell them about what your ex did, don’t fool yourself. Even if it did work and they sided with you, it won’t help anything. Don't bother, focus again on yourself and your needs.